-Mother I'm Sorry-

to all my friends i'm sorry

i'm having a serious bad day

friends i'm sorry if i have hurt you in any way

everyone i'm sorry i guess i have been tough to know and to the world i'm sorry

i had to go

try to tell me that it's not all lost cause you'll fail

i woke up today i still hate this face

yes you'll fail

i'll wake tomorrow i'll still hate this place

always pretend to be a friend to me so turn around for once and start pretending now

mother i'm sorry i guess i'm not like other girls

mother i'm sorry i'm not blond with cork screw curls

mother i'm sorry my arms are beaten black and blue

mother i'm sorry i can't be you

mother i'm sorry

so from now on i'll be that woman feeling old and so alone

i will lay down on the ground so i am closer to my home

these ghosts here in my closet no there really is no cure

i picked apart the pain and there you were

there you were mother